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She’s done
It’s messed up….everything is messed up Holding the pen, I sighed… Don’t know what to write about My mind is busy.. full of pain Honestly, I’m tired..mentally, not physically Is it okay that I find comfort in sadness? comfort in distancing myself…hurting myself destroying every inch of me, is it okay?… I’m scared..actually, I’m terrified What’s…
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I love you, too
I know it’s late and I shouldn’t be calling you but I miss you..baby…I need you I need your warm hand on my cheek as I cry…telling me it’s okay when it’s not Need your soft lips on mine kissing me better My love… Can you stay the night? I need your arms wrapped around…
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Thank you, again
Happy New Year to all of you.. to everyone who stood with me and supported me in my posts when I was going through a lot. Guys.. I really don’t know how to thank you but I’m really grateful for how far we’ve come and I really appreciate you for everything… In this new year…2024..…
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Smiling with tears
Here I am again trying to get through it day by day impatiently, waiting for the night to come when it’s just me and the moon surrounded by an ocean of stars nothing to hear but the drops of my tears hitting already thinking about the next day I don’t know if it’s getting better…
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Only if you knew
I want to stop the world right now and stop everything just to see you staring at me with those beautiful eyes. I want to hug you for as long as possible. How your smile makes my day, how your soft talk makes me forget the pain, I want to hold your hand and never…
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Speechless
You never ask if I’m okay…you never said you were sorry but wanted me to say it instead. I’m just wondering…is it really you…the same person I’ve always wanted to be with. It’s crazy how you made me regret loving you. But you know.. the thing is, I still care about you when you don’t.…
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Is it a dream or…
What’s the point of living when I’m dead inside What’s the point of talking to a friend when I can’t even smile What’s the point of listening to others when I can’t focus What’s the point of trying when I keep falling apart What’s the point of struggling when there’s no way out What’s the…
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Enough
How everything changed and the truth came out. Act innocent when we both know the real you. I’m done being the victim, I’m done being the pathetic one. I thought you would change but it’s too late now. Nothing will stop you except to show you how mean I am, which I have never shown…
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Melancholy
A phrase from a song I adore says… “Wish we could turn back time to the good old days when our momma sang us to sleep, but now we’re stressed out.” How sad the words hit.
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Literally
If you could see what I see, I swear you wouldn’t shut me up every time I called you perfect.